tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-48044740482616134042011-07-31T04:49:08.092+10:00据说这个已经是她的第10个blog了Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.comBlogger211100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-46025814228857876912009-05-28T21:41:00.002+10:002009-05-28T21:57:04.599+10:00晚上收到jo一条message。然后心情就变得很伤感。这一个学期我们每天都差不多在一起，除了那些我不去学校在家偷懒的日子。可能渐渐的有些依赖了吧，和去年很不同哦！<br />日积月累的习惯真的是那种慢慢<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204); font-weight: bold;">渗</span>进你内心的东西，我想，如果你突然有一天离开melb，我会很不习惯吧。这些日子一起疯一起发神经一起学习，你的存在给我一种安心。<br />其实这里的很多人还都蛮可怜的，都尽力的抓住一些东西，让自己感到安心，感到安定，找到一种依靠。<br />我讨厌离别，去年告别了那么重要的几个朋友，我不想再有告别了。也许有些自私，要走要留都是别人的决定<br />也许我该习惯这样的生活，既然选择了离开家，我们就注定漂泊<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-4602581422885787691?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-71621985308244381772009-05-21T21:16:00.002+10:002009-05-21T21:45:54.292+10:00To my blog:<br />congratulations!<br />as today you, my blog, was mentioned for the first time by jolene in our conversation! (jo: what? today is not the first time pheephee!) yes i know, i mean the real content of the blog...not the conversation like this :<br />Jo: how come you never update you blog, phoebe?<br />Jo: Phoebe is too lazy to post anything.<br />today's conversation:<br />Jo: June,have you ever read phoebe's blog?<br />June: once...coz mostly she wrote in chinese.<br />Jo: i think her lastest post is quite interesting, no one will ever know what it means, coz phoebe herself doesnt get it at all....<br />So, im going to have a new theme for this blog. MEANINGLESS and RANDOM.<br />i can do this quite well. i know that. because THIS POST is obviously really meaningless, and they say,hao de kai shi shi cheng gong de yi ban.<br />BUT what if i want to post something meaningful, for example: i finally found something healthy and nice, at the same time, cheap in union house which is the chicken salad in salad bar...i had it for today and wednesday's lunch...and im going to have have have have have it until im sick of it.....then how? (Jo: sushi! salmon and tuna are really really nice!) No, i dont want, rice has rich carbonhydrate and my body will burn it instead of burning my fat. HAHAHA....then again how? DENGDENGDENG DENG! they also sell smoked salmon salad!!! Problem solved!!! i can have have have have it until im sick of it then turn back to chicken one again!!!<br /><br />so far, i have been doing really well, though i tried to say something meaningful, i made it totally meaningless in the end......(the end... oh hold on...i should say...to be continued....)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-7162198530824438177?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-68105384628276723012009-03-10T21:46:00.002+11:002009-03-10T21:55:05.065+11:00<meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" 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mso-page-border-surround-footer:no;} @page Section1 {size:612.0pt 792.0pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:36.0pt; mso-footer-margin:36.0pt; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:普通表格; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">你没有看错！Phoebe finally updated her blog!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">在4个月差2天的日子里</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">Phoebe遇到了很多事，但今时今日才update!</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">实在是很懒！但你们也知道啦，不懒就不是Phoebe了。。。 <br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">但最近心情很不好，所以blog的内容一定很闷</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;"> <br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">有时想过的更平淡</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="font-family:宋体;">更多的时候</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">我想要活的更绚烂</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">就像流星坠落</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">让灿烂夺取我们的轮廓</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">就算会在生命留下不褪色的伤口</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-family:宋体;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" 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mso-page-border-surround-footer:no;} @page Section1 {size:612.0pt 792.0pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:36.0pt; mso-footer-margin:36.0pt; mso-paper-source:0;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:普通表格; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> </p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">在这里的时间总是过的很慢</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">和朋友一起疯的夜晚总是显得格外珍贵</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">也不知道是不是开始不习惯那么早睡了</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">失眠了</span><span lang="EN-US">…</span><span style="font-family:宋体;">如果讲</span><span lang="EN-US">12</span><span style="font-family:宋体;">点睡不着就算失眠不夸张的话</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">我要回上海哎</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">就算失眠还是有那么多书可以看</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">我真的要找点事情做</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">在家呆呆的坐着是个很差的选择</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-US"><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">一遍遍的听后青春期的诗</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-family:宋体;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">当泪痕勾勒成遗憾 <br />回忆夸饰着伤感 <br />逝水比喻时光荏苒 <br />终於我们不再 <br />为了生命狂欢 <br />为爱情狂乱 <br />然而青春彼岸 <br />盛夏正要一天 <br />一天一天的灿烂 <br /> <br /></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">很留恋青春</span><span lang="EN-US">,</span><span style="font-family:宋体;">很怕失去青春</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">怕失去那种坚持的执著</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">怕失去那种倒下再站起来的信念</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">就好像</span><span lang="EN-US">zoro</span><span style="font-family:宋体;">那种不怕伤不怕死的要成为世界第一剑客的信念</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"> <br /><span style="font-family:宋体;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">PS：一句很好笑的话</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><meta equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><meta name="ProgId" content="Word.Document"><meta name="Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><meta name="Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"><link rel="File-List" href="file:///C:%5CUsers%5Cuser%5CAppData%5CLocal%5CTemp%5Cmsohtml1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:drawinggridverticalspacing>7.8 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0 3 1 1 1 1 1; mso-font-alt:SimSun; mso-font-charset:134; mso-generic-font-family:auto; mso-font-pitch:variable; mso-font-signature:3 680460288 22 0 262145 0;} @font-face {font-family:"\@宋体"; panose-1:2 1 6 0 3 1 1 1 1 1; mso-font-charset:134; mso-generic-font-family:auto; mso-font-pitch:variable; mso-font-signature:3 680460288 22 0 262145 0;} /* Style Definitions */ p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal {mso-style-parent:""; margin:0cm; margin-bottom:.0001pt; text-align:justify; text-justify:inter-ideograph; mso-pagination:none; font-size:10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:宋体; mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;} /* Page Definitions */ @page {mso-page-border-surround-header:no; mso-page-border-surround-footer:no;} @page Section1 {size:595.3pt 841.9pt; margin:72.0pt 90.0pt 72.0pt 90.0pt; mso-header-margin:42.55pt; mso-footer-margin:49.6pt; mso-paper-source:0; layout-grid:15.6pt;} div.Section1 {page:Section1;} --> </style><!--[if gte mso 10]> <style> /* Style Definitions */ table.MsoNormalTable {mso-style-name:普通表格; mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0cm 5.4pt 0cm 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0cm; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--> </p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:宋体;">------要是你死了的话，我就杀了你</span></p> <p></p> <p></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-6810538462827672301?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-47945035892509078832008-12-12T09:39:00.002+11:002008-12-12T09:42:45.448+11:00都回来了一个礼拜了，感觉真的很好<br />我回家了<br />终于回来了<br />明年到底是读Biome呢还是像奶奶说的读commerce然后毕业然后嫁人呢<br />嘿嘿，今天不想啦，跟老军医去看老师咯！<br />有家真好<br />PS：我很想你们哎！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-4794503589250907883?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-51422789833748396022008-11-06T23:56:00.002+11:002008-11-07T00:09:54.851+11:00im not good, at all<br />Phoebe! hurry!!! do the decision!!!<br />but i cant do it<br />i just cant do it<br />what should i do<br /><br />prom(went back at 1 am), bbq( went back at 12 am), party( went back at 1:30 am) , ktv( went back at 4 am)<br />after that, what did i get?<br />relaxed?<br />no<br />not even close<br />its so urgent for me to make the decision<br />what am i going to do?<br />what shall i do?<br />when, how, and will it be right?<br />will i regret one day?<br />ok<br />i cant find an answer here<br />i need to run away from here<br />run away from stupid phoebe<br />get rid of my feeling<br /><br />exams! i hate you!<br />USA! i hate you!<br /><br />fresh air is desperately needed<br />anyway<br />I will breathe again, so soon....<br />27 days<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-5142278983374839602?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-67421404803967743432008-10-16T23:20:00.005+11:002010-11-15T00:24:47.503+11:00different from chris<br />this is, maybe, the worst year in my life<br />it is happy to meet so many friends here,<br />BUT, i also suffered a lot<br />miss my family<br />seperated with my best friend<br />and i cant see you until next July!!!!!!万恶的资本主义国家，美国，你还我的女人<br />ended up a serious relationship at the beginning of the year, which still has stupid impact on me......oh...anyway, its a <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>100%</strong></span> <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">correct</span></strong> decision to end up<br /><br />now, everything will be over soon<br />i know ive learnt a lot in this year<br />it made me a better person<br />i grow, and grow in pain<br /><br />曾几何时，我也是个很任性很自私的人<br />慢慢的我学会退让，我学会委曲求全<br />我不再是那个永远站在“<span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>独裁</strong></span>”位置上的人<br />我已经进化成了更好的人<br />我知道我还要继续进化<br />进化也代表着不再留恋那些小儿科，也许意味的也是与纯真的告别<br />现实让我看清了很多，但我仍旧天真的怀揣着那一份梦想，michael对此表示无奈。。。<br />the world is no longer a romantic place, some of its people still are, however, therein lies the promise<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-6742140480396774343?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-1972312979286004512008-09-24T10:46:00.002+10:002008-09-24T11:10:04.519+10:00需要睡眠。。。<br />真不爽呀。。。唱歌碰到妖精,又是LV<br />最后搞到了6点半才睡<br />一夜就老了10岁，哎<br /><br />阃藁醌高。。。。<br />ZZZZZZzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzzz~~~~~~~~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-197231297928600451?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-15752491028634987112008-09-15T20:07:00.003+10:002008-09-15T20:19:52.021+10:00有一种东西叫信任<br />虽然有个人永远记不清我的生日<br />永远在23号与26号中摇摆不定<br />但我却从未怀疑过这个人是不是真的在乎我<br />哈哈<br />是不是，这个是不是叫信任<br /><br />第9年啦，原来3与6这两个数字要花9年时间来区分<br />我并不惧怕长大<br />但唯一觉得可惜的是我觉得我们的记忆不够<br />别人看来已经很多了，但我还是觉得不够<br />明天就要考试了<br />有8个tutorial没有做<br />一张past exam没有做<br />但我却顾不得啊<br />我觉得现在我开心，我觉得现在我快乐<br />原来我真的跨出了这一步<br /><br />我的朋友们，你们现在见到这些也许会觉得茫然<br />这是我从未与你们说过的记忆<br />我有些小自私啦，因为这是我最快乐的回忆<br />9年里，有逗号，有分号，有惊叹号，有问号<br />我不会让它画上句号的<br />因为我记得我曾经说过的话<br />是那么的清晰，那么的深刻<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-1575249102863498711?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-46907405277333163362008-09-14T11:00:00.002+10:002008-09-14T11:08:50.238+10:00始于昨天早上<br />结束于——unknown，最好是一生^_^<br />一个很重要的人<br />算来已经步入第九个年头了<br />对年纪并不大的我来说<br />一个人,深刻的存在于我脑海中9年之久<br />真的很不容易了<br /><br />我不愿意失去<br />所以我在努力挽回<br />这次我不惜代价也要找回来<br />我不知道是不是还能和从前一样<br />但我至少下定决心去做了<br />我至少尽力去做了<br />虽然知道我们都已经变了很多<br />即使有一点希望我也是愿意为此努力的<br /><br />这是我至今看的最重的一份友情<br />也同样是最曲折的<br />记忆是鲜活的<br />我希望还为时不晚<br />真的,希望还不是太晚<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-4690740527733316336?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-36191359403371809472008-09-10T11:32:00.002+10:002008-09-10T11:44:49.424+10:00last week was 80%<br />this week will be under 80% i think<br />am i losing my passion for study<br />i need to refresh<br />i know i love doing maths and hate writing essays, but i havent done any maths or essays.....<br />jazz funk class was like a disaster........obviously im the only one who has never learnt any dance before....erm....its like....my body is built up with toy bricks , and finally collapsed after the class<br /><br />i need holidays, i need a lot lot lot of muuuuuuunie, i need high ATTENDENCE!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-3619135940337180947?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-50955762166430626572008-08-18T23:19:00.001+10:002008-08-18T23:22:45.614+10:00我有个计划<br />等空闲一点的时候<br />拍下图书馆桌子上尽可能多的涂鸦和文字<br /><br />搞笑，伤感，粗俗<br />中文，英文，日文<br />应有尽有<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-5095576216643062657?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-18269108211003936392008-07-31T18:49:00.000+10:002008-07-31T18:53:53.958+10:00假如你的五指同时受伤，你会先包扎那只手指？<br />快选择！<br />爱情测试哦<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-1826910821100393639?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-17579862922025498952008-07-20T22:30:00.002+10:002008-07-20T22:38:33.442+10:00我也要个有天台的屋顶<br />可以让我心情不好时上去转转<br />可以让我心情好时上去大笑<br />就好像jack哥家那个一样<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-1757986292202549895?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-81706470882272590632008-07-19T18:17:00.005+10:002008-07-19T19:41:43.777+10:00melb的风越来越大了，它让我想起上海的台风，两者相比，这里有过之而无不及<br />其实心里还是不能说服自己今后的4年都要在这里渡过，无可厚非，这里不是我喜欢的城市，也许我这个人就是死脑筋，只喜欢那个属于自己的地方，就算不是上海，那也是中国<br />很多人说中国不好，很多人不喜欢中国，很多留学生留洋海外后就不想再回国，调查显示，回国的留学生不足总数的4分之1，他们或多或少的被同化了，可我却怎么也一心只想回中国，即使中国没有那些国家发达，没有那么好的环境，可我还是喜欢他，因为我在那里长大<br />就好像我对石库门的留恋一样，在上海讲起石库门，总是联想到市井小民，的确，石库门不比高楼大厦现代，不如别墅那样高层次，可是我近16年的记忆都是在石库门里形成，也许很难想象，我住了16年的地方是近100百年造的房子，那是我长大的地方，很久，踏上阁楼时楼梯还会吱吱作响就算后来搬家，住了高楼，可总还是想回那看看，可惜搬家后不久，就拆了，原址上盖起了高楼，唏嘘一声，罢了，世界在改变，那些已经不属于这个时代了<br />我也在长大，而且在变老，只有和Jolene他们一群朋友在一起时，才会觉得自己还是个孩子，不知道这是可悲还是无奈，或是事物发展的自然规律，我迷惑了<br />其实总数在抱怨，抱怨melb无聊天气不好，这只是借口罢了，就算它再好再发达再美，我也不会喜欢它，因为这里不是我的家，我无论如何无法融入这里<br />可以说我的排外性很强，我喜欢在一个地方生活，在自己熟悉在家人生活的地方生活，那样我才有存在的价值，可在这里，我找不到自己的价值，我在不在其实是无关紧要的，这里不需要我<br />这样的思考不知道何时才会停止，我只是觉得自己越来越老了<br /><br />寂寞下手毫无分寸，不懂得轻重之分<br />是不是春天快到了，Phoebe的心荡漾了，哈哈<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-8170647088227259063?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-4582679787754291772008-06-12T12:04:00.003+10:002008-09-14T11:15:27.311+10:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-458267978775429177?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-74903939794611854252008-06-07T11:23:00.002+10:002008-06-07T12:01:07.408+10:00十多天不管我的blog啦<br />今天早上就来动一笔吧<br />哈哈，dont wanna let you down.........<br />every time open my blog....its the SAME!!!<br />haha, today, there's gonna be different!<br /><br />I love you guys, Jolene, Grace,Chris,Wenjye,Ken(hope he wont see this one day)...<br />ill post in english!<br />haha<br />practise practise practise<br />prepare for my lit essay!<br />each of you is unique on my mind, seriously<br /><br />last week was so awful...headache headache headache....almost kiiled me,and nightmare, the HUGE caterpillar inside the banana.....lovely banana....because of this, i havnt touched banana for the whole week<br /><br />BUT! as the weekend is coming, its getting better and better, except every morning when i wake up....<br /><br />PART 2<br />welcome to melbourne! my most beautiful, kindest, adorable mum! next week this moment, i will be with you and enjoy our lunch somewhere!...or maybe you need a good rest to release the painful 10+ hours air journey...<br /><br />PART3<br />everything is on sale in melbourne! its time for shopping, though i dont have enough money to do something really crazy but pleasant<br />today is cloudy....actually not a perfect day for shopping,<br />where are you?my sun<br />haha, this is a PUNNY! who knows!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-7490393979461185425?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-74905128159258840432008-05-25T00:56:00.003+10:002008-05-25T01:43:35.911+10:00图书馆回到家，累坏了<br />晚饭也懒得出去，看了会儿电视<br />就开始写hoi<br /><br />写完了hoi，就又到了一天里最安静的时刻<br />可就是这时候，回忆最是蠢蠢欲动<br />看了眼日历<br />就要6月了<br />去年的这个时候<br />我在匆忙的准备高考<br />而高考结束的那天<br />在G+之后的那天<br /><br />一个月前<br />我还信誓旦旦的说不后悔<br />可现在，我宁愿一切都没有发生过<br />我情愿拥有一段空白的记忆<br />留下的，只有4年前那个冬天<br />那个一晃而过的感受<br /><br />曾经那最美的感受<br />现在却早已如同嚼蜡<br />食之无味，弃之可惜<br /><br />还记得命运这首歌<br />但现在一切都变得不那么清晰<br />我情愿忘记我情愿舍去<br />连并以前的快乐和温暖<br />连同曾经的话语和笑容<br />一起扔去海里<br /><br />如果没有那个故事<br />我一定不是现在的我<br />是好是坏<br />我们无从得知<br /><br />只是我不再看full house<br />不再把London School of Economics and Political Science当作目标<br />昨天听见Jolene讲起伦敦政经，有些愣，谁又知我为了那个故事而放弃了Cornell，3年的梦想，放弃只在一瞬间<br />一步步的退让最后还是要为自己的错误付出代价<br />这也许就是成长的代价吧<br /><br />朋友对我说，其实她们都觉得不值，他不值得为之付出这样多<br />怎么说呢<br />爱情吧，是没有值不值的<br />虽然现在我是觉得后悔了<br />说不后悔，那都是自欺欺人<br /><br />快6月了，我不知道我将会用什么样的心情去迎接它<br />好像要赤裸裸的直视从前的我是多么的愚蠢<br /><br />今天莫名其妙被人当第三者，被问是不是抢她男朋友<br />我有那么无聊么<br />不要说抢了，送我也不要<br /><br />也许只有一个人，才能站在纠结之外<br />但远离的纠结和伤害的同时<br />也远离了那美好的爱情<br /><br />但对我而言<br />值得吧，是的，值得<br />不喜欢墨尔本的夜晚，太深了<br />只怪墨尔本的夜太黑<br />上海的夜，太美<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-7490512815925884043?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-63013622298705380202008-05-14T23:35:00.003+10:002010-11-15T00:28:56.806+11:00今天碰到Mahone，一碰见就问我，why are you so happy? 好像是哦，怎么笑的这么灿烂的，哈哈，今天心情莫名的好，不知道为什么诺，也许是因为明天早上可以睡懒觉？<br />要开始努力学习了！同时也要节约，可惜晚上还是去外面吃了一顿，白花花的银子啊，晚上又去safeway花了很多钱，哎<br />Bill同学替我拎了好几个袋子，我自己都于心不忍了，下回还是自己多跑几回吧。。。<br />晚上11点半，Jaye来电话问我要不要夜宵。。。我说这么晚类，让他自己吃，他说店里要关门了，他的车里摆不下那盒curry chicken on rice了，我就这样无功受禄了一盆美美的curry chicken，明天的午饭不用愁啦，一定要学几个菜。。。今后煮给这些对我超级好超级好超级好的朋友们！<br />我要做hoi！加油啦<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-6301362229870538020?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-45566111013255919342008-05-11T12:31:00.002+10:002008-05-11T13:10:42.128+10:003年前，我才17岁，想来那时和现在真的很大不同了<br />很多事也不知道该不该在这里写，因为很personal<br />现在和从前那么不同了，从前什么都顺着自己的意愿来，不考虑后果，可是一些事无论现在说什么都不会改变了<br />昨天和峰讲了这么久，真的寻不到一丁点曾经的感觉，只算是给自己的交待吧，3年的误会，昨天才澄清，晚了吧<br />心情郁闷着，不知为何<br />很久远了，为何心里还是会这样压抑<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-4556611101325591934?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-66488712213571523802008-05-06T22:56:00.004+10:002008-12-09T08:49:58.971+11:00<div><br /><br /></div><div>明天即将搬家，所以今天呢和大家一起packing，最先是被批了好久。。。说我的房间怎样怎样脏，哎，我保证新房子不会这般乱！</div><div><br /><br /></div><div>昨晚的流星雨没见到，对着那颗东方的星星看了2个小时。。。<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MH-A5V1HMrg/SCBWs4xk27I/AAAAAAAAAAk/GMNdDxqth2o/s1600-h/%E7%85%A7%E7%89%87-0145.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5197249299140107186" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_MH-A5V1HMrg/SCBWs4xk27I/AAAAAAAAAAk/GMNdDxqth2o/s320/%E7%85%A7%E7%89%87-0145.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_MH-A5V1HMrg/SCBXZYxk28I/AAAAAAAAAAs/Uwrk2AxtIDU/s1600-h/%E7%85%A7%E7%89%87-0147.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5197250063644285890" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_MH-A5V1HMrg/SCBXZYxk28I/AAAAAAAAAAs/Uwrk2AxtIDU/s320/%E7%85%A7%E7%89%87-0147.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div><div>虽然没有看到，但也是个经历吧！和朋友在一起，不管怎么样都很开心哦</div><div>晚上大家都回家后，发现眼睛突然很疼，一照镜子！what the hell is that!!</div><div>眼睛全红了，像恶魔一样，自己吓了一跳</div><div>明天要戴眼镜了。。。stupid glasses....</div><div>但愿明天会好啦<br /><br /></div><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-6648871221357152380?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4804474048261613404.post-9197855148509204832008-05-05T23:16:00.000+10:002008-05-05T23:25:00.065+10:00听着always be my baby,哈哈，现在我不需要什么baby哦，只需要朋友就够啦<br />第一次写哦，哈欠连连<br />都不知道写什么，汇报下今天的情况吧<br />chemistry tutorial上，丑死了。。Bill把那个模型比作拔河，然后我听不懂拔河那个词，被Bill看到我问旁边的朋友，然后对着全班说，我们班里有一个人同学不知道这个意思哦，然后开始画画。。。然后我明白了。。。<br />下午的chemistry lecture，不讲了。。。不过都说了，这个可远观而不可亵玩，就这样距离可以了额<br />最后一节maths 2，无聊的意料之中，然后就和Anna去吃fish and chips,又重了，哎，罢了罢了<br />然后回家，没有人要吃icecream,就把它们分给了Alex和Elroy还有他们的朋友，就要搬了，还真有些舍不得他们，不知道为什么<br />晚上Mahone说有流星雨，激动一下，还没见过呢，马上约了大家一起看，等下就要去拉，希望能看到咯<br />流水账报完！<br />明日再写！<br />谢谢大家支持！<br />第一个留言的，我奖励糖果一粒！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4804474048261613404-919785514850920483?l=phoebeling89.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Phoebe Linghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06238141011516731297noreply@blogger.com9