2009年5月28日星期四

可怜

晚上收到jo一条message。然后心情就变得很伤感。这一个学期我们每天都差不多在一起,除了那些我不去学校在家偷懒的日子。可能渐渐的有些依赖了吧,和去年很不同哦!
日积月累的习惯真的是那种慢慢进你内心的东西,我想,如果你突然有一天离开melb,我会很不习惯吧。这些日子一起疯一起发神经一起学习,你的存在给我一种安心。
其实这里的很多人还都蛮可怜的,都尽力的抓住一些东西,让自己感到安心,感到安定,找到一种依靠。
我讨厌离别,去年告别了那么重要的几个朋友,我不想再有告别了。也许有些自私,要走要留都是别人的决定
也许我该习惯这样的生活,既然选择了离开家,我们就注定漂泊

2009年5月21日星期四

new theme

To my blog:
congratulations!
as today you, my blog, was mentioned for the first time by jolene in our conversation! (jo: what? today is not the first time pheephee!) yes i know, i mean the real content of the blog...not the conversation like this :
Jo: how come you never update you blog, phoebe?
Jo: Phoebe is too lazy to post anything.
today's conversation:
Jo: June,have you ever read phoebe's blog?
June: once...coz mostly she wrote in chinese.
Jo: i think her lastest post is quite interesting, no one will ever know what it means, coz phoebe herself doesnt get it at all....
So, im going to have a new theme for this blog. MEANINGLESS and RANDOM.
i can do this quite well. i know that. because THIS POST is obviously really meaningless, and they say,hao de kai shi shi cheng gong de yi ban.
BUT what if i want to post something meaningful, for example: i finally found something healthy and nice, at the same time, cheap in union house which is the chicken salad in salad bar...i had it for today and wednesday's lunch...and im going to have have have have have it until im sick of it.....then how? (Jo: sushi! salmon and tuna are really really nice!) No, i dont want, rice has rich carbonhydrate and my body will burn it instead of burning my fat. HAHAHA....then again how? DENGDENGDENG DENG! they also sell smoked salmon salad!!! Problem solved!!! i can have have have have it until im sick of it then turn back to chicken one again!!!

so far, i have been doing really well, though i tried to say something meaningful, i made it totally meaningless in the end......(the end... oh hold on...i should say...to be continued....)

2009年3月10日星期二

好久不见...

你没有看错!Phoebe finally updated her blog!

在4个月差2天的日子里

Phoebe遇到了很多事,但今时今日才update!

实在是很懒!但你们也知道啦,不懒就不是Phoebe了。。。

但最近心情很不好,所以blog的内容一定很闷


有时想过的更平淡,更多的时候

我想要活的更绚烂

就像流星坠落

让灿烂夺取我们的轮廓

就算会在生命留下不褪色的伤口


在这里的时间总是过的很慢

和朋友一起疯的夜晚总是显得格外珍贵

也不知道是不是开始不习惯那么早睡了

失眠了如果讲12点睡不着就算失眠不夸张的话

我要回上海哎

就算失眠还是有那么多书可以看

我真的要找点事情做

在家呆呆的坐着是个很差的选择

一遍遍的听后青春期的诗


当泪痕勾勒成遗憾
回忆夸饰着伤感
逝水比喻时光荏苒
终於我们不再
为了生命狂欢
为爱情狂乱
然而青春彼岸
盛夏正要一天
一天一天的灿烂

很留恋青春,很怕失去青春

怕失去那种坚持的执著

怕失去那种倒下再站起来的信念

就好像zoro那种不怕伤不怕死的要成为世界第一剑客的信念


PS:一句很好笑的话

------要是你死了的话,我就杀了你