as today you, my blog, was mentioned for the first time by jolene in our conversation! (jo: what? today is not the first time pheephee!) yes i know, i mean the real content of the blog...not the conversation like this :
Jo: how come you never update you blog, phoebe?
Jo: Phoebe is too lazy to post anything.
Jo: June,have you ever read phoebe's blog?
June: once...coz mostly she wrote in chinese.
Jo: i think her lastest post is quite interesting, no one will ever know what it means, coz phoebe herself doesnt get it at all....
So, im going to have a new theme for this blog. MEANINGLESS and RANDOM.
i can do this quite well. i know that. because THIS POST is obviously really meaningless, and they say,hao de kai shi shi cheng gong de yi ban.
BUT what if i want to post something meaningful, for example: i finally found something healthy and nice, at the same time, cheap in union house which is the chicken salad in salad bar...i had it for today and wednesday's lunch...and im going to have have have have have it until im sick of it.....then how? (Jo: sushi! salmon and tuna are really really nice!) No, i dont want, rice has rich carbonhydrate and my body will burn it instead of burning my fat. HAHAHA....then again how? DENGDENGDENG DENG! they also sell smoked salmon salad!!! Problem solved!!! i can have have have have it until im sick of it then turn back to chicken one again!!!
so far, i have been doing really well, though i tried to say something meaningful, i made it totally meaningless in the end......(the end... oh hold on...i should say...to be continued....)
你没有看错！Phoebe finally updated her blog!
Phoebe! hurry!!! do the decision!!!
but i cant do it
i just cant do it
what should i do
prom(went back at 1 am), bbq( went back at 12 am), party( went back at 1:30 am) , ktv( went back at 4 am)
after that, what did i get?
not even close
its so urgent for me to make the decision
what am i going to do?
what shall i do?
when, how, and will it be right?
will i regret one day?
i cant find an answer here
i need to run away from here
run away from stupid phoebe
get rid of my feeling
exams! i hate you!
USA! i hate you!
fresh air is desperately needed
I will breathe again, so soon....
this is, maybe, the worst year in my life
it is happy to meet so many friends here,
BUT, i also suffered a lot
miss my family
seperated with my best friend
and i cant see you until next July!!!!!!万恶的资本主义国家，美国，你还我的女人
ended up a serious relationship at the beginning of the year, which still has stupid impact on me......oh...anyway, its a 100% correct decision to end up
now, everything will be over soon
i know ive learnt a lot in this year
it made me a better person
i grow, and grow in pain
the world is no longer a romantic place, some of its people still are, however, therein lies the promise